Can I do less? You betcha! That appointment is causing me anxiety, I'll reschedule. I'll walk around that mess until my back feels better. I'll eat first and put Riley down for nap when I'm done for once. Riley's still sleeping and we're supposed to be somewhere? Cancel. I hope I can keep this up. It's fun, but out of character. Maybe this is the way Mike's brain always works?
I am trying to conserve both energy and sanity. So help me, I will not continue this zombie walking. I need to remember things and feel happy in these last few days before I get married. I did finally get a normal night of sleep last night. I hope I can repeat that tonight. With any luck I'll be human by the end of the week.
It helps that Mike and my friends have really been stepping up on the wedding front. Mike made my garter yesterday which was big for me. It's such a little thing detail, but it meant a lot that he took a minute to do it. I'll post pictures in the wedding blog. My bridesmaids are throwing me an awesome Mad Hatter Tea Party themed bridal shower next weekend! It is beyond nice to have something like that to look forward to. My friends have been adorably excited about the wedding it makes me feel special. Also, my awesome unofficial bridesmaids been practicing henna on her husband for my bachelorhood party. YAY!
Conserving is one half of the equation, relishing the little things is the other half. That part is much easier for me. Henna, bow bouquets, swinging with Riley, canolis, packing for the honeymoon (well not packing I hate packing!) how about being packed, my new books...etc. Yay!