I have decided no more biopsies. All they have wrought is false hope and more biopsies. It's been years. I have run the gambit of procedures and I have had enough biopsies. Nothing seems to change I sit tittering on the edge of disaster for years. They can monitor the situation through other less invasive ways.
Not to be morbid but if it does turn into full blown cancer at this point that's not up to me. Mysterious ways. I've been a compliant patient for 6yrs. I'm not ignoring medical advice otherwise. I just don't see any benefit to continuing them.
It's like an alien abduction movie. Going in there with bright lights, strange smells and the cold metal. Having pieces of you torn out. The pain and the fear. After all of that you wait. The news is always the same and it leads to more biopsies and more waiting.
No, thank you. I'm good. What ever will be, will be.